Time for a change?? :O

The line scares the shit out of me.. Why? Cause I say that a lot and never able to go through with it.. So its kind of irritating and annoying, but this time I am writing this on my blog as a proof and also to encourage me whenever I feel change is a bad thing.. :D

I have said this quite a lot, change is a good thing.. written a post or two on the same but I am a damn hypocrite, I promise myself to change every time but do I? do I?.. nah! never.. :@ I get angry a lot nowadays, did I mention that? And frustrated.. a lot.. Sorry Rastogi but I have been giving you tips and lessons on not to get angry and frustrated but I am going through the same patch, different reasons though but the same mood..

So I decided today, Its time for change.. had enough of anger and frustration over petty things and staying relaxed for most part of the day.. :) thats my motto now. But there is a glitch in this, a big loop hole, a roadblock.. who?... ME .. I never change, I stay the bloody same every time, This change lasts for upto 3 days, 4 to the max and then after that ... "Same old stuff".. What different should I do this time?

Alright! I think I have a plan... Lets start with the things that need to change:

1. Anger and frustration have to go, Sorry buds.. but you are ruining the "mood".
2. Fear my friend you have to go, Because of you I am just taking in too much mountain dew.
3. Laziness .. tsk tsk! Its still there, My oldest and worst enemy, we never see eye to eye cause if we do, boy! there will be hell to pay, But I guess its time a war took place, Lets see who wins.. Shall we?
4. Low confidence : Whoa! .. Sure? .. yeah.. 100% (said that quite confidently .. contradictory?) I am running low on confidence, need a refill.. lets make it 80% ... ok fine..
5. Over Enthusiastic : Lets tone it down a little.. Calm down.. mmmmmm.. make that 80% as well.. cool

Apply!... OK!

Warning! Lots of changes to be implemented, may need system restart , Press OK to restart now, Cancel to restart later...

Hmm.. what should I press?.. Hmmm.....

PAUSE!!!!

Some voice, I think from inside: Cut the crap man, don't do the same old system shit.. You are better than this.. lol ...

Me: I don't give a damn what you think.. I think I am right.. may be same old shit but its 100% true.. So get lost!

RESUME!!!

Waiting for your answer.. :P

God bless and thanks ;)

India Today! And my life as well.. since this is my blog.. :P

Sorry for the long topic.. Please read on.. Further disappointment awaits.. :P

A quick update.. India lose again against Australia. Ah! Well I hope its not the news next week or the week after that.. :( OK! Lets cut to the chase whats going on in this world, I mean is it me? or nothing seems to be going right for India, except for the "sunny" weather :D

The rupee is falling(RBI is still positive), Politicos getting slapped for price rise..(A debatable topic).People dying of cold weather in the north (Same story every year), Indian Movies not entertaining people enough (Do you need examples?), India losing and wickets falling as soon as sachin is out (Are we back in the 90s?), The Beer baron losing some fizz(In case of airlines atleast.. I think all the pretty stewardess will be replaced by Pantry boys from trains.. :P), Anna still fighting for Lok(g)pal bill (I think you will read this statement for the next 10-20-God-knows-how many years), Kasab is still alive( Soon! A bollywood film by the name of "Immortal" will be made on him, making a mockery of Indian (ill)legal system), Girls still getting molested in North India(Read NCR.. I think its time to put a poster at the entrance of Gurgaon.. "EVE Teasing prevails") and Petrol prices are getting out of reach(Still remember the time when it was Rs.44/liter.. :( .. )

What else is in the news... Nothing! All stories are pretty depressing.. And m making my blog depressing too.. Thinking of doing something about it.. :)

ok...
ok..

I am going to change India.. but before that lets keep typing.. :P

Time for news from my life.. here goes :
1. Still struggling to find the right(left) girl.. :D
2. Had vodka on new year's eve.. cheers!
3. I am now a hookah expert(Read Self proclaimed ).. :P
4. Still hate my job.. Hail firangis.. :(
5. PHP coding.. I am loving it.. :)
6. Head aches at times.. :@
7. Almost damaged my xps's screen.. Thank god Its fine now.. :)
8. Travelling to chandigarh this week.. yipeeee..
9. Excited about CAT result (HAHAHA..)
10. Wondering if SRK and Salman khan are just kidding about not being friends.. :P

I am running out of topics/news/content/ to write for my blog.. so the content may sound cliched..
If you are new to my blog, I welcome you the dull,depressing,irksome,draggy life of Ankit Seth..
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Then please comment.. :D

God bless!!!


P.S : Oh and btw.. I was just kidding, I love my life.. I have lots of content in my little and valuable (:D) head . thinking of writing poetry again.. :P or some story.. Honestly! Time is also not there.. First the job then lotssss of work at home.. :( you can understand right.. Hope you like this one..

Maktub...

So.. how is everyone doing.. I know u missed me.. ;) I missed you too.. :D Hehe.. enought said.. Lately I have been pretty much occupied with .. sleep, work and more sleep and ofcourse studying.. Studying.. :O yeah! you read it right mate.. but studying what?.. oh you know the usual.. google news n all.. :D Anyways.. Today is a great day.. a wonderful day... cause today is the day I begin my journey to become an entrepreneur (oh cool! I typed the word correctly.. a good omen I presume.. ;) .. yeah! been reading the alchemist.. ) Must say that book blew my mind somewhat, made me believe that we should never stop pursuing our dream no matter what, and its not just the book that made me realize my destiny, my dream....

Lets turn back the clock to 6th october... around 6 AM.. going to chandigarh from Gurgaon with my brother for his wedding.. in came a message .. that steve jobs is no more.. And I was like.. shocked for a few seconds.. man! The "i" in inspiration had died.. The "i" in innovation had died..
There are very few people in the world that I adore or rather idolize and mr. jobs was one of them. That moment I decided that I had enough of lazing around.. and its time to do what I really dream of doing. I want India to rule the software industry .. why? because India deserves it.. Indian brain is behind almost everything that is spectacular in this world.

All I needed was a spark to ignite the flame.. You have the same in you.. Ask yourself what you really want to do in life? Do you want to follow the crowd or you want to do something that your heart desires and make your own path to your destiny.

Its true.. we are all here in this world and born with a purpose.. a goal.. I know what my purpose in life is and I am going to achieve it no matter what. I know how hard it is.. I know I'll fail countless number of times and my heart will tell me to play it safe but I have to carry on.. cause this is how it is supposed to be ( that book really did do a lot.. :D)

So to sum it up.. Guys! Its a request.. life is tooooooo short .. don't think that you will achieve your dream in later stage of your life.. no! this is the time to do it.. So go ahead.. Believe in destiny and follow your heart.. Mr. Jobs did it.. he lived less but made every second count.. :) Thats the impact you have to put on this planet. ("We are here to make a dent in the universe" -steve jobs.. ;))

Man! I am so pumped up.. hope i don't lose the tempo.. :)
So all the best .. and make every second of your life count..

P.S : If you are not happy with the above post then please read the alchemist by Paulo Coelho and you'll know what I mean.. and ofcourse the word "Maktub".
A special mention to Sir Dennis Ritchie who also died this past month .. the creator of C language.. An inspiration to many and the reason I am able to type all this on this perfect interface.. May his soul rest in peace..

Next time... sure.. till when!

Procrastination..
The act of procrastinating; putting off or delaying or deferring an action to a later time

This is something I never do professionally.. just telling u.. before I start the post.. :D

Anyways so I was saying.. I just keep putting off things at a more personal.. non professional level i.e. I don't know why but its just this way and I can bet .. u do that too.. don't u?. . ;)

I have examples say for instance.. I had decided 2 months back that I will wake up early and sleep early.. and well .. bang!.. 2 months into the promise.. its almost 4 AM.. talk about waking up early.. m not even sleeping .. :D

To make it worse.. tomorrow is Saturday.. :D but at times I feel all the fun aside.. I am lying to myself.. isn't it?.. I mean come to think of it.. I promise something to myself and I am not able to keep it.. what kind of person m i?..


A cobbler or shoe maker may be..

aah! you know.. "A promise breaker is a shoe maker".. don't tell me u haven't heard of this? .. how about "An apple a day keeps the doctor away".. oh FYI, I also promised myself that I'll start eating apples and go to the gym.. I am able to do one of em.. you know which one.. ;)

Ya! u guessed it right!.. apples.. :D

Anyways.. Did I just say.. I lie to myself?.. Damn!.. How can say such a thing! may be that was the insomniac thoughts.. I think I just invented that term.. cheers!

My mind is playing tricks on me.. I think its time to sleep..

Oh! and BTW.. "I am the best".. as if u care.. :D

Take care! and sorry about the post.. I know u feel like kicking me.. but its the way it was supposed to be.. I had to make sure.. I posted something tonight.. ANOTHER PROMISE I MADE TO MYSELF..

Come on.. I had to write that in uppercase .. please go through the post again if you don't get the point.. :D cuz I am going to do the same.. :P

Hmm.. still pointless baby!.. ya thats right.. life is pointless.. ok..

Dude!.. end this post. NOW..

God bless u people.. and good night!.. :D

Busy life of an I(T) Professional

Hi

With reference to the title above, I think you read this absolutely right. I have been busy for a change for the past month now. Trying hard to read some book or write an entry into my blog. But not able to do so. Also I'd like to link one of my older posts with this one which was about how free I was. So free that I could remember so many faces in the crowd. So keep reading on now as this post explains the exact opposite.

I think that will solve your query.

Regards
Ankit

Hahahaha.. That is how I am used to mailing nowadays. A glimpse of how a job can change you.. :P

And people do not use emoticons and ..... (dots) in your mail. That'll make the receiver mad. Trust me.. :D :D

I cant believe how fast life changes, a few days back I was a free bird, Go anywhere be somewhere else No one cares and now I am bound by the very chains of the work I do... :P Its not like I don't get time, I do get the time but at that time I just prefer to sleep, something that I love to do... :)

But from today I have decided that I am going to spend more time on writing and reading. Reading because I haven't read in a while and writing because its the only place where I .... can ....... freely ..... :) place :) a smiley :P wherever.... I want.. :D :D :D

Ah! It feels so good to write(type) like that.. hehe.. And ya! earlier I was a bit skeptical about how the project life @infy will be and to be honest its great..

Keeps my mind occupied and my concentration has increased dramatically.. Now I can concentrate on the screen for hours and do nothing.. :D :D And guess what, in the past week I was @office 13 hours a day everyday.. felt like I was living there.. :P

But it still feels great!

I still think twice before sending a mail (Though I am getting better at it).. And I don't get the time to interact with my friends except for the weekends... I miss home so much that I cry sometimes.. :P ... I crave so much for some development work that it frustrates me and makes me wish I was somewhere else....

But it still feels great!

Ah! all is well here... I wish the same for u.. ;)

God Bless!.. Gotta rush to the office.. :)

Be Happy.. :)

Hey people.. how is everyone.. long time no see huh.. ;)

Well here I am to write something new
It may be fun for some of you
For some it may be hard to chew
Depends on everyone's point of view
Doesn't matter if u r hindu,muslim,english or jew
By the end of the poem u won't have clue
That y do u feel so blue
Feel like kicking me with a shoe
Or a punch will do
Hehe don't worry we are almost through
the poem not the blog so not the time to bid adieu.. ;)

Haha.. sorry just made that up.. thought of writing a piece before I start.. neways moving on..

Oh n ya this is my first post on my sweetheart .. my new XPS.. :)

So this post is about happYness.. There is an I in happiness not a Y.. well there is no Y(Why) in happiness.. You don't need a reason to be happy.. do you?.. I mean come on.. half of us.. no wait.. 90% of us are frustrated with our lives .. Y?? Don't we have enough reasons to be happy?.. And why do we blame God all the time.. I got a mail today from my friend in that a man was hit by a rock and he asked God.. Y? and the next pic showed God stopping all rocks and saying "sorry I missed one small rock.. I hope it didn't hurt u?" .. I mean come to think of it .. In this such a beautiful and happy life.. we blame god for just a piece of trouble.. and call his creation miserable.. some say "God is inside us".. If it is that way then u have all the more reason not to say such stupid stuff.. :)

Several reasons to be unhappy about:
1. My boss isn't happy even though I work so hard
2.My salary is so less
3.I have to get up early in the morning
4.I am away from home in this good for nothing organization
5.How come that guy has a girlfriend :D
6.I need a girlfriend :D :D :D
And some more reasons related to girls, your corporate life, personal life etc etc

Whoever you are and where ever you are.. if u are reading this then I'll suggest u to be happy and smile as much as you can and life will become much more easier than u take it. Just believe in yourself my friend.. "One failure is an experience and an experience is another step to success".. well I just made that up.. Sounds good na?.. :D

So Stay happy always.. God Bless!!!

P.S : I am also the kind of person who criticizes life @ the worst of times.. but there is always room for a change and I am going to do that.. will you?.. Ah! well..then its time for you to think again.. :)

A day of my life

Ok.. I've tortured u enough with my outrageously borrrrring posts about the new corporate life in pune and about how it has changed.. N blah blah.. So lets just go a little off topic.. Lets just concentrate on my life.. Hehehe.. No seriously I am telling u.. Today I am in a mood to take u thru a day of my life.. So if u have nothing to do.. Please read on..its pretty interesting ;-)

Oh ya.. Its damn interesting.. Its impeccable.. Its what everyone dreams of doing.. Its....... Ah who m I kidding.. Its absurd.. But u have made it this far.. Please go a little further and read on.. You may laugh a little or scratch ur head in confusion as to y did I start reading in the first place or or ... You may murder someone.. So its all upto u.. You see in a way it tests ur patience.. Doesn't it??.. I mean patience is such an interesting phenomenon.. Hmm.. No I am not going to xplain it right now but in the future posts.. May be.. :-P anyhow... Here goes my schedule.. Patience written all over it..
P.S mind you I had no project for the past 30 days..
Night before... In my head **tomm i'll wake up at 6, do some yoga n have tea**

6:00 am: first alarm... Snooooooooz
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7:00 am : third alarm.. Snooooooooz
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7:15 am: fourth or may be fifth alarm... Snoooooooz
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7:40 am: lost count..am up... Yeah.. Eyes are still closed but m standing...
8:10 am: am ready, no yoga.. No tea.. Lets go..
8:30 am: tum tum time... (Tum tum is a bigger than an auto nd can carry 10 ppl.. 20 per person.. 200 bucks.. Nice side business for an infoscion.. Isn't it?.. ;-))
9 am: breakfast.... 9:15 am swipe in..
9:20 am: scratching my head.. What to do now??.. Search for a pc.. Sure..
9:20 -9:30 .. Walking.. N thinking with my head down..
9:30 am finally there.. @pc.. Checking mails.. Sleeping wid eyes open.. Chatting.. Java.. Novel..Some of it..even the novel starts screaming for mercy after some time.. Again mails.. Public folder.. Mail.. Sleep eyes open.. Thinking.. Thinking.. Looking at the watch.. Damn... Still 11 am... :-D
11:00 am damn! .. What should I do now.. Mmm.. May be go shopping in the food bazaar(a shopping place within infy.. ;-))
11:15 am nah.. Waste of money.. Nothing needed.. How abt some music.. Plug n play.. Next track..next..next... Aaaaaahhhhh.. Wat m I doing wid my life.. Ok calm down..
11:30 am go back to 930 am step n continue till its 1230 ...
12:30 pm.. Ok off to food court 2
1:00 pm.. Checking each n every menu infinite times and finally sticking to the item I had the day before.. :-P
1:30 pm.. Done with food.. Now time for something sweet.. Ok.. Ice cream will do.. And the vendor says after I give him rs 20 for 15 rs ice cream.. "Sir! 5 rs kal adjust kar lenge"..even he expects me to come the next day :-D .. Ah! Its still 1:45.. Need to waste more time.. Eat.. Drink..eat.. Ohk.. Its 2:30.. Lets go.. Search for a pc.. :-D
Back to step.... 9:30 am..

This is how I pass my day @ infy & now I believe things are going to change.. Yes I have a project now.. So good bye boring days..(hopefully..hehe).. Its pretty interesting isn't it..

"When we have no work we scream for some and when we have work we scream for no work"..

we r pretty strange creatures..aren't we?.. :-P

God bless!.. :-)

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