Monday, September 20, 2010

Back.. :)

Hey everyone!..

I am back and I feel a lot better now.. Not frustrated anymore and going to stay like this (I'll try)

Anyways going to infosys (finally) on monday.. So I don't know when I'll be able to post next (Till then I have my diary.. :P)

Just wanted to say.. "All iz Well" now.. :) and the will to read and write is back.. :)

All the very best.. and God Bless..

:) :) :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Lost the will to read and write!

Yeah, u read it right!, I have lost the will to read and write, the past month has been so frustrating and depressing that I don't feel like doing anything but sit on the computer and do crazy stuff..programming, designing whatever I can do to keep my mind occupied. And when there is nothing to do, I just sit and think... :P and I think... "What now?"..

I won't go deep into what happened over the past month or so, its not easy to come out of it I know, I'll do that soon and getting pretty better at it but for the time being, I don't feel like doing any literary stuff.. It just annoys me..

"They say everything happens for the best.. If something is not going right its for your betterment"
Well I have no option but to believe in that statement cause Forget the past and move forward is the motto of life, but somethings aren't easy to forget you see.. It'll take time but it will go away but till then no blogging..

P.S : I am totally free for the next three months and it just freaks me out, I look back and all that hard work... Wasted!..Its easy to say but not easy to digest..

God Bless!.. :)

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Dreams...

Dreams, I can write on and on about this crazy phenomenon or whatever you may call it. These unusual thoughts that come to your mind when you are fast asleep or wide awake (Studying in particular). They take you to this unusual world which you can't even imagine...Sometimes that world is a very positive place and sometimes its out an out negative (This is something we like to call "A nightmare").. I usual don't get nightmares but when I dream I see a dream far from reality...

Some dreams make you so happy that once you get up from that dream you feel so angry that you start disliking the beautiful life you are living, believe me its true.

Well the main reason behind the post is that I dream a lot...a lot...But I don't know why I cant turn them into reality (Some of them, some I believe I can)..Nor m I closer to them right now...I want to work towards the dream that I am so concerned about the consequences that it drives me crazy at times and I think about may be getting that part erased so that I no longer get that dream (This idea came to my mind after watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.. :P).. Some part inside me already knows that the dream is pretty distant and probably unachievable. But its just not going away..it keeps coming back.. :D

Now all because of this reason, I hate these dreams cause they show you heaven and life seems hell..

My advice: Dream is a wonderful thing..but just don't believe in that so much that you start taking life easily. And also don't get depressed if you are not able to achieve your dream(God Forbid!).. Lets hope you will, they are just there to take you to another world where you can be the king...more like a prince.. :D ..And also think differently..don't lose hope if your dream doesn't seem a reality..Keep trying till you can..

P.S : Think of a dream that can be achieved..And control your emotions when you wake up from a dream..hehehe.. :D


I am writing this post and I am still dreaming...

God bless!!!